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“Hand it over, now!” I roar. “What?” he mutters. His eyes flutter and blink, like a circuit is going to snuff it. “My bloody wallet, you cunt!” “Right,” he sighs and pulls it out from his jacket. It rests there in his limp hand, like a dead crow. We had been out drinking, Best mates, since God knows when. Hell, we grew up together. We shared legos and sandwiches, but now he has found new friends, the monkey on his back for one, riding him like a cheap lay. He begins his 90th apology, “I just needed a few quid,” he whines, I cut him short, with my fist. His head rocks back like on gears and wheels. Force meets object, fist meets friend, with a sickening smack. I guess the friendship is over, the monkey on his back has won. “Quit sticking those needles in yourself, Rog!” My knuckles hurt. “Go fuck yourself, George!” he gargles. My cheek is wet. He coughs, spits and then, he just stands there, motionless. God, how pale he is, like freshly washed white sheets. I hate him, I hate myself. I hate that damned monkey, his new best friend. I walk, and I wonder, did I do any good here? or will he just ready up the next fix, shrug it all off, our friendship, the nosebleed, and the headache, and listen to the sweet words, the monkey pours into his ear? Sweet honey that will kill him, eventually. | ||||||||||||||
 | haleløs | 2015-02-10 13:51:52 |
a 'best friend' would put him into detox and rehab ... not just discard of him! sincerely ...
| Fessor Frederik | 2015-02-10 14:06:39 |
He might, put him into detox etc, but then again - tankerne er født af øjeblikket, tidligt om morgenen med tømmermænd og efter hvad der er den 90. søforklaring og bedrag fra hans vens side. Det er problemet med "aben" - narko, den rider ikke kun offeret, men alle omkring offeret, måske ikke på samme måde, men misbruget har en effekt på hele kredsen af mennesker omkring misbrugeren, familie og venner, selv de bedste venner. Kan ikke sige hvordan historien ender, men her er vi vidner til et lavpunkt.
| haleløs | 2015-02-10 15:13:21 |
mit idol, Dr. Phil, siger 'narkoen har kidnappet offerets hjerne, h(a)n formår ikke selv at gøre frigøre sig ...' tjoe; noget af en pine - især for omgivelserne!
venligst ...
venligst ...
| Fessor Frederik | 2015-02-10 15:26:31 |
Det er en af grundene til at jeg altid har været "glad" for det mentale billede som ideen om aben giver beskueren, den er et stort dyr, der sætter sig og gør offeret til en karikatur, en dukke, styret af aben, med de ødelæggende behov som stofferne forstærker, så de kvæler alt andet.
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